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Random Realizations

I’ve spent the last 30 years making someone else happy. Putting money in someone else’s bank. Paying for someone else’s family vacations. I’ve made huge salaries and worked long hours.

I have all the things that society says I need to have. When someone asks me what I would like for my birthday or Christmas, I really can’t think of a single thing to say.

I don’t ever have time to do the things I enjoy.

I have three kids that are all so wonderful. I feel like I feed them, make sure they shower and drive them around to the places they need to go. But I don’t spend much one on one time with any of them.

My wife is a dream. Truly an angel that deserves more than me. I hate to always disappoint her.

I’m overweight. I know what it takes to lose weight and get in shape. I’ve done it before. But I’m too lazy to do it now.

I don’t sleep enough. I’m always tired.

I spend more time in my car commuting to work than I spend with my kids everyday.

I don’t have a single friend that lives close to me. All my friends are from the past and live 100s of miles away.

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  • Lisa Morgan April 8, 2016, 5:35 pm

    This makes me terribly, desperately, achingly sad. I hope we can work together to result in more positive random realizations in the near future.

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